Coming Home to Myself – Eden’s New Chapter

It’s been a long time since I’ve shared anything here — and to be honest, I’ve had a real mental block about getting back online. But something inside me keeps whispering, “It’s time.” So here I am, showing up, heart open, and sharing where I’ve been.

The decision to close Eden’s physical store was one of the hardest I’ve ever had to make. It wasn’t just a shop — it was a little sanctuary. I’ll never forget the chats, the laughter, and the quiet moments with so many of you who came in not just to browse, but to breathe. You brought your stories, your hearts, and your energy. And I was always ready to listen. That connection is what I’ll miss the most.

But the truth is, behind the scenes, I was struggling more than I ever have. After experiencing a pulmonary embolism, I developed panic attack disorder and generalised anxiety disorder. Last year was the most difficult of my life. I had over 200 panic attacks, and I was still trying to run a business, show up for others, and keep smiling through it. The physical symptoms of anxiety were absolutely crippling at times.

And yet — I made it through. And I didn’t do it alone. My family and friends carried me when I couldn’t carry myself. I am so lucky to have that support, and I know not everyone does. That’s part of what’s been driving me — this deep desire to help others who are also in the dark.

Because when I support others, I heal too. Threefold.

That’s why I’ve decided to pivot Eden Gifts into something even more meaningful. A space that combines soulful, feel-good products with real talk, support, and a place to belong — especially when you’re feeling low. Eden will be a brand rooted in healing, connection, and empowerment. I want the Instagram page to feel like a warm light on the days when you’re struggling. A reminder that you’re not alone.

I’m a girl’s girl, through and through. I believe women are powerful beyond measure — and that we’re not recognised enough for all we carry, survive, and rise from. I want Eden to celebrate that.

Coming back to social media has been hard. I stepped away because it was impacting my mental health, and honestly, I’ve struggled with the idea of returning. It’s confusing — how can someone like me, who seems so confident, be filled with anxiety? I don’t even fully understand it myself. But I’ve had people message me saying, “You’re funny. We miss you.” That means more than I can say.

So, hell or high water, I’m coming back — because I know that my story can help someone else feel seen. And that’s my purpose now.

This Saturday, my sister and I will be taking part in Darkness into Light at Belleek Castle. She’s my anchor, and she lives with bipolar disorder — our family is open and honest about mental health, because that’s how we break the stigma. That’s how we survive.

Eden is entering a new chapter — and so am I. If you’re here for it, I’m so glad to have you.

We rise together

With love,

Rachael